the past

2009-12-10T21:38:00.003+08:00

Last night stayed at loft with alas they all.alas and yee see damn funny la.and they made a video of themselves.i was like laughing when helping them take video and its like 2 am in the morning when they were doing it.Shawn last min yesterday and told me that he wanted to stay loft so i asked jinquan whether he got extra room and luckily Vic never stay then shawn got space to sleep.slept at 3 last night.actually dun feel like sleeping de but i was somehow forced to sleep cos its late then in the end i fell asleep.woke up at 7 cos alarm rang.wanted to use laptop but was restricted again.haha.then force to sleep back.went to sleep for another 10 mins then woke up then alas went around making noise to ask people to wake up.damn funny la.so long never stay loft with them le then now stay with them again i feel so happy.i feel that they made my day when i see them cos they make me laugh and somehow my life got lifted up and not so moody already.

2009-12-09T16:16:00.001+08:00

Need to update blog le cos many many people chase me to update it.haha.

2009-12-09T16:02:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo!! I lost my BOO BOO yesterday!i so sad!!no one can help me find BOO BOO.i damn sad since i lost it away! Today business finance was crapped.i mean like total crap can?i didn't know today no lesson.so stupid la.then this stupid NICHOLAS TAN WEI SIONG came to my class with kim poh then he pinch my stomach cos i whack his stomach..argh!!stupid la.now my stomach pain pain.He got fats but i DON'T!!!so when he pinch that time freak pain can? and later got french and i forgot to bring my books.i totally forgotten that i have lesson today and i got speaking test.

Later going to loft there to study and overnight.Today need study finish AEL le.If not sure die cos i never listen in class for like 6 WEEKS!!Isn't it awesome? First time in my life that i didn't listen in class la.I think i need kick that habit already.Blog again later in the night cos i think i will staying till quite late.

2009-10-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

these few days my mind is always him.i dun noe why also.perhaps cos last time we almost got together and now somehow i think i regretted to holding on to it..maybe i should not even let go and maybe things are better now.i really want talk to him again but i dun noe how to start a topic?kenneth is just call him and just talk to him but i will feel its so random and he might not want pick my call too.hais.its just my regret but i guess maybe i should listen to kenneth so that i wont regret it anymore.

2009-09-26T01:14:00.003+08:00

i dun noe why these few days i feel so emo too.its just ytd which i cannot take it anymore then i broke down.this sounded so fake but its real.i dun know what to say.but i just feel this way.somehow i feel like giving up every single thing i do.but there is nothing more for me to do either.its just so complicated.

2009-09-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

i followed shuyi and Shawniee for volleyball and stayed there for awhile then around 7 i went home.then i watch the dont forget the lyrics the chinese one.chen wei lian is good sia.he totally can memorise all the songs he sing la.not like the shi xin hui and cai chun jia.they are terrible.got lyrics there for them to see but still get wrong then still need use helping while wei lian dun even need to use those.gotta go bath now then later maybe oovoo-ing with shawniee and shuyi again..so fun to oovoo with them.haha.and tmr i going out with my gege!!YEA!! so long never see him le.

2009-09-22T16:47:00.002+08:00

today went for piano in the morning then after that i met jon to hand up the OBS form.we like so called lost our way while going there.cos we took the bus at the wrong side.well..lets say its the guy that did not give me proper instruction?haha..then after that went to sch to meet shuyi and shawn but on the way i saw jr and ivan they all.omg la.then joshua tot that jon was like my bf.haha.joker.i dun know what to say.then when reach sch i waited for shawn and shuyi then i went to eat before going to install my visual studio.its faster than i expected.not bad ar.then now we are slacking at canteen 2 while waiting for shuyi and shawn training to start.haha.now the two of them are like ZZZZ in front of their comp while their comp is still on.blog again when i reach home or another day.

2009-09-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to ngee ann city with family to taste the mooncakes.then we managed to get free yogurt!!not bad la.i got the mango one.haha.my fav.after then went to serangoon to fetch my grandma home then after that we went to sheng siong to buy some stuff then after that headed home.now oovoo-ing with shuyi and shawn.then me and shuyi keep playing with our hair then shawn say we act cute then want seduce.so LOLS la.haha.

AND AND AND my cousin got gf le.so happy for him.so sweet la their pic hold hand somemore siol..hope that they can last long:)

2009-08-20T09:13:00.002+08:00

i dun why things have became like this.things are just getting so complicated and difficult.today my mum was piss with me cos i talk back.i really hope that things can better and like the past again.i really dun wish this type of things will happen again.

2009-08-17T03:55:00.002+08:00

JJ posted sth on his fb on sat.i dun noe whether is he talking about me but i think so cos i was the one who ask him to come to loft to study but i think in the end we made alot of noise then they cannot study.i feel really very bad about this man.i think he is piss with me now but i really dun noe what to do cos i dare not even ask him anything about this post on his wall.i just think that we will sooner or later end up not talking to each other.i just really hope that he can do well for his exam and get into np to the course that he wants.i think it was a bad decision to ask him to come here.i cannot turn the clock back anymore so i have to do is to pretend that i dun noe anything and one bad thing is that vincent lost his watch here.and this make me feel even more bad.cos it make is like we stole it but the problem is that we dun even noe where it is.i just hope that he will talk to me soon.although i did talk to him on sat night but maybe thats the night that he wanted to leave alr so he pretend that he dun mind talking to me then ask me for direction cos his dad fetching him home that night and he will not be staying anymore..this is so so dead.i really feel damn scared about this.i need ppl to help me in this.

2009-07-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!!!i talk to TJJ now sia..we talk until damn damn long and damn damn far topic sia.haha.so happy now!!our convo is like damn damn long..haha.i talk to him like we are good friend like that sia.good right?Haha.talking is fun and i find that he is a nice fren although sometime he abit GL la..he going to stay with us..i so happy sia!!YEA!
i cannot wait for the day to come man..so excited cos this time TJJ coming to stay too.

2009-07-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

On wed,i had mixed street netball with yiting,yingying,kaishuin,jingjie and vincent.had fun playing with them and we went in for the next round.enjoyed playing with them and knowing jingjie and vincent more.JINGJIE IS SO SO SO GL!!!haha.he admitted it himself.but he is a funny person indeed.and he looks down on the clinic volleyballers.so bad right?haha.

On thurs,we comtinued our match but we did not make it to the next round then we went to play volleyball and basketball.this jingjie again come spike at me.he good!@!@!i help him get ball he still like that treat me.haha.after went to eat macs with jingjie and vincent..

Today me yiting cilong zach junxiong derek and hamdan,we went for our runners relay and we got fourth..i did badly cos i could not cope with the damn bloody slope.it was steep.that pulls my speed down alot...but i am still happy that we managed to get fourth.haha.had fun knowing them too.bodyaching like mad now.hands legs and back!!!haha.need more cream.

2009-07-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

Today was quite okay.went running at 5 with yiting zach hamdan junxiong.my timing was better by 20 secs.quite happy for it.after that we went mrt there to have a drink.then we all went home...quite interesting to know ppl from other courses.
My whole of this week is just totally totally packed..wed and thurs i got street netball competition and friday i got runners relay 2009.Stress!!!so many running to do.but its okay.i will take it as a destress.these few days i feel so stress up cos of sth.i guess i shld stop thinking of that sth and move on with life as holding on to it is just so meaningless.

2009-07-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

i feel that things are just not moving smoothly at times.somehow i feel that some ppl are just moving further and further away from me..i just dun noe why this is happening.i want know the reason why?perhaps its because i made a few groups of new friends which i happen to be in their clique more often than them but i also got keep in contact with them but recently they just ignored me.i admit its my fault for not managing my time well with them.but still, i still talk to them at times and tried to help them when they need help.but i think like what kuan said.old friends dun want you then find new friends.i think that is totally wrong..i feel that old friends are more important to me as they know me more than what my new friends know me.and they can understand me much more better.i just hope that things can really go well and smoothly and besides that i have more and more activities coming up and i think i can hardly cope with my work.i really need catch up alot.
i really miss my good and old friends.i want go out with them again and do what we did in the past and have so much fun with each other.

2009-07-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

today DEP lesson was cancelled and i was supposed to go play pool with my class but i didn't cos it was raining and naresh was angry with me for that..then i went to shuyi class for lesson and the teacher was teaching EG1.my fav module!!!then after that we went canteen 2 and we say IVAN DEYANG and shangyi.then we sat together and DEYANG started doing my soduko.and i told him that if he can solve i treat him eat and indeed he solved it and all he wanted was a DRINK!!how cute and adorable can he be?after that follow them went to practice BBOY.then DEYANG was damn funny when he was practicing it but shangyi looks pro in it.haha.around 8 me and shuyi went to market eat then go home.and i was hoping to see him at the bus stop but he was not there.how sad?thats all for today.blog again when i have the time.

p.s i still owe him a meal!i will not forget it:)

somehow i feel that i should not be that close to him cos i am so afraid that i will fall for him which i am not supposed to for some reason or another.i dun really know how to explain it.although sometime i feel that he is close to me but on the other hand he seems to be that close to everyone.i dun noe why i will have this feeling.people tell that once i have this feeling means i like him which i dun at this moment but i cannot predict the future.but i do not want to fall into this.i really need advise in this and everytime when i say i do not want to talk to him but i ended up talking to him.OMG.i hate this.i need help!

2009-06-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

today i cried because of the BSL people.they make me cry not because they bully me but because i see what happen to them that make me cry.i feel so heart-pain for them esp IVAN.he damn poor thing.but he still so funny after what happen.i won't say what exactly happen cos i dun want anything to happen to BSL.they are a group of nice guys when they are not fierce and when we are playing with them.these few days with them were really fun.i love BSL.really cannot expect such things will happen.i hope BSL will not get into trouble.and BSL are going for NPSU camp.then i can see my eye candy again with them.

p.s this is the first time i cried when ppl fight cos i feel damn heartpain for them cos they are my nice friends.

2009-06-11T19:03:00.017+08:00

these few days never blog cos i was having camp.i am either busy studying or playing CS.a game that i just learned how to play and i head shot someone in the first game.haha.i make so many new frens all from diff courses.JULUIS aka julie biscuit.TECK YONG aka turtle.JIAN YONG aka the ticklish one.haha.all these ppl are seriously joker and damn cute.so fun being with them and knowing them during the camp i knew many ppl from CEM also.but too many and i am not always with them so not really that close.haha.its really fun and nice staying with them and playing with them CS when i can use the gun while they can only use the knife cos i just started learning how to play that game.haha.damn funny.and they keep tao pok each other.me and shu yi keep playing with teck yong and alastair hair.then we make them tie their hair to school today.so cute sia.i will post the pics to let you ppl see.they are just so adorable especially ALASTAIR like some small boy like that.haha.

p.s i think deyang is going to be my eye candy soon.omg.
maybe cos he is just too cute:)

ARGH..MY EYE CANDY!!SO CUTEE

i like when he smile

hahaha.alastair hair when the ribbon bands are taken off:)

2009-06-03T01:25:00.002+08:00

I AM not FORCE TO SAY THIS.JIE KAI was the one who ask me to write the AWESOME FRIENDS.haha.i just realised that i am so so busy with things.i better go pack my things first.okay.i feel that poly life is so stress.although we take our common test then after that exam then can throw away.BUT...ITS CHAOTIC MAN.not getting enough sleep.blog again tmr.tired now.BYE

2009-05-31T20:47:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY CLASS TB23.haha.and my awesome friends in class like jie kai , yan kai, nash, wen yue, zhao qi, ming hui ,dexter , wesley, wei xiang , damien, jacson, jian wei, syah, idzuan.i helping some people in my class with el tech notes and of course for myself.i am dying of el tech too.this is so so crazy.common test is like just next week.omgomg.my class is simply just so fun to be in.although in the first place i tot that being the only girl would so lonely but its not.haha.my classmates are just the best:)tmr i having eeps and dep test.i am not prepared for it can?i am so like dying for pracs.
I LOVE PINK PANTHER..HE IS SO SO SO SO SO AWESOME COOOOOOOL!!!OMG.I LOVE HIM TO THE CORE.

2009-05-19T15:29:00.002+08:00

Now i am having COMT.hahaha.just did a presentation and i was shivering cos i am cold.forgot my jacket again.stupid.tmr must bring alr.cos tmr i got lesson after school.boring.ENGMEC!!later going for english class cos last week i never go.blog again soon when i am back or when i have the time.

2009-05-16T14:25:00.003+08:00

READ THIS IF YOU HAVE THE TIME COS ITS GOING TO BE A LONG ONE.

OMG...i did not blog for like freaking so long long long.haha.i am crazy or maybe not.i dun noe why now i feeling so weird.guess only one person kn0ws how i felt only.maybe sometimes things are not meant to happen when you wish for it.maybe i should really listen and give it up and let it flow.haha.i also dun noe whether how i felt was true or maybe just something else.sch was fun with my new classmates..they are really nice ppl except for ONE.that bastard make me piss and i almost wanted to burst out..**** sia.cannot stand his that kind of attitude.it does not means that when ppl keep quiet means they scared of you.its just that they wanted to give you face get it BASTARD!!anyway that problem is over and i hope that it will be fine after awhile.haha.i think i shall make this a long post.
i got to know someone from TEAM SINGAPORE.he is from rock climbing.cool right.he learn french cos of that too.but he is a smart guy.he studied science.haha.he is also a big joker.come lesson never bring book.and the teacher is funny too.tests are coming up so that means study hard.hahha.i better blog everyday now to keep this real alive.haha.

2009-05-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today i went to send my sis off to bali.Mr alvin sim was her teacher in charge.haha.he still recognise me.its really a sad thing when i saw her left.i think all of us wanted to cry but we were strong.somehow i felt alittle sad that she is leaving for those few days.hope she is fine now.i will pray for her every now and then for her safety.really worried about her cos this is the first time that she is going overseas without us and she never ton out before with frens too.so quite worried about her.

2009-04-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

AIYOYO..i so long never blog alr.its feels kind of weird when i am blogging now again..but its okay.i also dun noe why my blog is so so emo.guess its because of ......hahah.today french lesson was so damn cool.i love it to the max.haha.today jian wei so damn fierce la.he go call to ask his gang to come.haha.joker.anyway.this week lessons were nice.

2009-04-13T20:32:00.003+08:00

I dun know why i suddenly have this weird dream or lets call nightmare.i dreamt that he ignored me and talk to other girls and did not even bother a least about me.at that time my heart i tell you.my heart really sunk.thats when i knew that how i much i love him..i almost cried when i felt that pain.i really felt that he was going to leave me and there was nothing i can do to have him back by my side.when i woke up from this evil nightmare.how i wish he was here and hugging me.at that point of time i really knew how he felt and that i should cherish him.but i told myself if he was to leave me now.i have no one to blame but myself..i really hope that he will not leave me.ily<3

2009-04-12T13:11:00.001+08:00

This is crazy..i just woke up only.i am so lazy like a pig.and keep on sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.lucky i did not promise ying that i will go out with her if not i am so so so late now.hahah.blog again in the night.cannot use comp for too long.

2009-04-12T01:02:00.002+08:00

Today went to JP for dinner and i saw the same guy who cook for the previous time.hahah.but he looks so busy.and he did not cook for us this time.my sis was sad.we purposely go there is to see him.haha.after dinner went home already.then played fiesta and gaia for awhile then here i am blogging again.my phone is confiscated.shit it man.all your fault KK.call at the wrong time.then my mum come in and scold me.haha.but nvm.better still this way.cos she say if you call again she will pick up and date you.haha.like this i will not get prank call too.YEAH.its good and bad.somehow i feel weird without my phone when i sleep.i want my phone.If anyone going to call me in the night be prepared for someone to date you out.haha.my mum wants a date with you.so feel free to call in the night is you want a date with her.haha.

2009-04-11T02:08:00.004+08:00

STUPID CHAN KIN HOU..YOU WIN.DUN WANT TALK RIGHT?UP TO YOU.I GOT NOTHING TO SAY.LIKE THIS TYPE OF SMALL THING THEN ANGRY.I DUN WANT TALK TO YOU ANYMORE..CANNOT JOKE IS IT?DUN KNOW HOW TO TAKE JOKE?I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT..DO WHAT YOU LIKE THEN.I HATE YOU.IDIOT PIG.DUN EVER TALK TO ME.

p.s KK if you not buying me present then at least get me a cake on my bday.must deliver.cos i want a surprise okay?remember.dun forget:) and jr,i want my hoodie.hahah.pls?

2009-04-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Stupid KK..always brb.today went whitewater to visit my cousin.Darius so cute.and my mum made Deborah cry.haha.joker.i bought clothes from whitesands and i saw yujun there with another two small kids.at first i did not see her until she said hi to me.i got a shock.at that time i could not rmb her.cos i did not expect anyone to be there as that is at pasir ris.haha.except for daryl.cos i know he stays there.hahah.i took picture of my nephew and niece.upload later.when i am done with my game.yea.

2009-04-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

2009-04-09T19:48:00.002+08:00

dun tell me jeffrey was reading my blog thats why he sms me?if he knows, thats scary cos i never give ppl my link and he does not have my msn so he will not know anything.anyway he is just total random.cannot be bothered to reply him.i am very bored.no one is replying me on msn.talk to tons of ppl but they are simply not replying me?guess they are playing their DOTA.that boring game which i can never understand.ivan is a pig and his internet sucks.keep signing in.

2009-04-09T17:14:00.004+08:00

READ THIS IF YOU WANT.COS ITS GOING TO BE A LONG LONG POST.

This is like my 4th post for today cos nothing to do.just too bored.i hate the hot heat it make my nails peel.tmr is good friday hope its really a good day.days are passing away like no other same day.guess its time to change everything..anyone free can call me for conference please?i want to talk nonsense already.i very long never talk rubbish on phone already..let me know if anyone wish to talk to me.life is bored.i think ytd i was crazy.keep acting like some idiot when i was talking on the phone and someone called me a STUPID GIRL.its just my natural reaction,i guess its called distress?hahah.i dun noe.sch is starting so i think the stress period will be back?so many modules to study..my french course, english lesson and CCA..feel like posting a long post now.but i dun noe what to blog about?days at home are just so bored.i want to go learn highway code now then can take the test then wait until next year then can take driving test.i guess i am talking nonsense again.haha.
I dun noe why everything i cannot decide?why can't i go overseas with frens like ivan they all.they get to go genting together as a group and they can do what they like.when can i go out again?i need fresh air..can someone download fiestaonline then play with me.i guess after way its not a very long post?

2009-04-09T11:51:00.003+08:00

Netball, Klavierensemble (piano ensmeble), Song Composing or Archery?

2009-04-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

I AM NOT A STUPID GIRL

2009-04-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

i am such a nice person la..help someone blog about his thing?and why must everyone call me stupid girl?all come bully me.haha.so bad.life is bad.N is a idiot.keep scolding me.nothing much to say now..need to find picture to post when i go cousin house friday to see baby.I WAN TO GO OUT.

2009-04-02T01:12:00.006+08:00

i have to thank kylie for remebering my birthday and post it as a reminder for her.FYI i just saw it thats why i post it now only.THANK YOU KYLIE.she was nice class-chairwoman.hahah.i remember the days when we had S2E.we played tai-di and make fun of the auntie.change the timing of it.haha.then come sch together and go home together.it was fun.we are classmates since sec 2.haha.that time not that close.everytime when we had S2E we are both in the same class.haha..using her fav colour to post this.

EDITED 5.31pm
p.s Should i say its a good day today?he got the same as my cousin but that suppose to be my bro name..thats why i like that name.imissmybrothereternally.ILYSJW<3

2009-04-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

had a fun time at kuan hse ytd.watch many diff movies but i like only the last two movies we watched and i watched the whole thing....hahah.after that nic and jr slept.kuan went out.i webcam with ivan.that idiot always dun want show me this face.need me toask many times then he let me see at the last part.i think his pro cos he can play CS while webcamming me..he is bastard.keep asking me do those stupid things.still call me pig when is he who was sleeping when he was supposed to go out?haha.anyway i had a fun day there and when i reach home i slept form 4-8 ate dinner and went back to sleep from 8.30-11.30.cool?first time experiencing that too.for not sleeping the whole night and morning until evening.but it was fun.i want to have it again.but i doubt i can..cos sch reopening and stuff.haha

2009-04-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

hello people...i am now blogging at kuan's house and using my new lappy to blog..cool?hahah.video calling jr now.so cool la.now watching magdagascar.i love the giraffe.its so funny.blog again later when i come home.

2009-03-30T22:19:00.001+08:00

why my blog is having more and more john(s)?hahah.thats really weird.

2009-03-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

I know how to play the first part shuo hao de xing fu ne already..YEA..

2009-03-29T19:57:00.001+08:00

today so bored..stayed at home the whole day.i was thinking of many things that happen in the past.i wonder if now the situation can all change..how i wish if i knew it was to happen like this i will never do that..

2009-03-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

Ytd went out with bestie jr nic and kuan to far east.ate at lucky plaza then went to wisma to watch some band playing..it was not bad.then after that went to wheelock to see things and TOOK picture.haha.i took only one.haha.i like some crazy idiot.the rest of the pictures with ying cos took using her cam.after that we walk walk and they wanted to watch movie and i didn't want to watch so in the end we WENT HOME..but before that we saw corrine(my senior).haha..then OFF.WE WENT HOME..reached around 11.45pm..i was damn tired.almost fell asleep while sitting on my mum bed..hahah.then after that here i am blogging.hahah.i today abit sot sot..also dun noe why..BYE

2009-03-27T23:48:00.001+08:00

MY PHONE NOT WORKING...DAMN IT.AND SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON.LIFE IS SO CRAZY!!

2009-03-27T12:56:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to clarify something..i did not want to steal nic tan first kiss.its just that the train stop then i moved forward only.and its not i want to take advantage of him. who wants to kiss him?hahah..joker.AND NIC TAN WAS THE ONE WHO KEEP BULLYING ME.SO WILL I STILL WANT TO KISS HIM?OMG.

2009-03-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

somehow now i feel like blogging when i saw a post by SYK in his blog.i felt like writing on his tagboard but i dare not..somehow i just felt weird and sad for him..sometimes when i read his post i can fell how he felt.i think we both are experiencing the same situation.but hope he made the right choice in life.
but a phrase of his:
Relationship/friendship takes 2 hands to clap, and most of the time, its always one party who give in more than the other one. Which in the end ends up breaking up. The reason is either the one who give in too much are tire, or the one who is taking in are too tire in continuing the relationship. So how or what is the best way to keep a relationship/friendship to goes on? Is it really that hard or difficult? It couldn't be.

2009-03-25T15:39:00.002+08:00

有时候我觉得你很可爱
但有时候你真得让我生气
我对你的感觉有时候会在
但有时候我觉得那感觉我对你已经消失了
我真的不知道应该做什么
我是不是应开放你走
还是再给你多一次的机会呢?
就说昨天你问我那句话
我真的不知道要该回答你
可是你今天只说一句
我爱你。我真得很开心。
每次你说那一句的时候我觉得我真的没有爱错你。
虽然我们再不能在一起但我希望我们还是朋友。
希望你能在今年的O水准能做得很好。祝福你。ILY

2009-03-24T14:57:00.002+08:00

林依晨 - 你

风轻轻我听见你声音
你对着我叮咛要注意自己的心情
雨轻轻我听见你声音
你拿着伞靠近为我遮着风挡着雨

点点想哭泣一点点想着你
你的爱很珍惜
我总依赖着你的记忆

你就像风在说话顺着我方向
你就像海中的波浪堆着我成长
我明白你的回答温柔的对话
爱情其实没有办法不被感动吧我不说谎

风轻轻我听见你声音
你对着我叮咛要注意自己的心情
雨轻轻我听见你声音
你拿着伞靠近为我遮着风挡着雨

一点点想哭泣一点点想着你
你的爱很珍惜
我总依赖着你的记忆

你就像风在说话顺着我方向
你就像海中的波浪堆着我成长
我明白你的回答温柔的对话
爱情其实没有办法不被感动吧我不说谎
你就像风在说话顺着我方向
你就像海中的波浪堆着我成长
我明白你的回答温柔的对话
爱情其实没有办法不被感动吧我不说谎
我不说谎
我不说谎

2009-03-23T22:36:00.004+08:00

today morning, JIA RONG msg me and told me that he was coming around 10 plus although he did not say his name but i know it was him.then when he come he was holding a bowl of porridge.at first that time he ask me about that i thought he was lying but later when he came,it was true.hahah.CHEONG JIA RONG is SO NICE..i really did not expect him to do that..haha.then after that wait for ONE LAZY PIG to come.come already still want to eat..hahah.after everything was done..me and JIA RONG was playing habbo and we played with this guy's feelings.haha.then that guy was so pissed that before he block and delete me he scolded me FUCK.anyway i also know how that feeling felt.hahah.crazy already.then went to westmall to buy movie tickets then eat then went library cos i wanted to borrow books.then in the end the both of them also borrow..haha.in the library i went SELF-HIGH cos i reading my FRENCH book.hahha.soon ying ying came then went up to the cinema there and the show started.wait.before that we went to value shop to get our SNACKS.we bought many many things.hahah.then went in the cinema we took out the things to eat,it was so noisy.haha.the movie at first was boring but after that it was not that bad.haha.and i have to mention this cos i was really scared.NICHOLAS TAN told me that he left his hse keys at my hse then i went up to check but there was nothing.then i went down again..somemore ying ying never say anything so i thought he really left it there..until when i suddenly i just felt that sth was wrong.then i knew that they were lying to me and make me almost CRIED..BADDY PEOPLE.hahha..but they are the best..they make my day.

2009-03-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

today lunch went suntec to eat at the food republic..after that went walk walk then i saw B and YT holding hands.actally i kinda of expect them getting tgt.haha.went for the food fair.so many ppl.then i feel like fainting too cos i having headache and sore throat.i losing my voice soon.went home around 6 cos at 7 going to bottle park farm to have dinner with my ex-neighbours..down there can fish for prawns.i hr 14 plus..quite ex.but we did not fish for it.ordered 3 crabs 1 spanish 1 chicken and salted eggs with prawns..all tgt i think it cost 200 plus.so ex..and this is only for six people to eat..but the crabs were nice.i upload the pics tmr.phone need charging now.battery weak..

Bad Day

2009-03-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today went bugis to get sth but in the end sth bad happen to me..i also dun noe why.and someone just started laughing at me(you shld noe very well if you are that person).hahah.but it was fun.after that went holland for dinner at thai express.after that went home.tmr going to suntec for lunch and maybe later going somewhere to have dinner with my ex-neighbour.must be going to some high class restaurant again.but also cannot blame them cos they are rich?haha

2009-03-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

i love my sony vaio so much..hahah.i think i abit sot sot le.went school on tuesday to get the software thing done then i realise that there are quite a number of people using the same laptop as me which is my sony vaio..so chio la.esp the colour.haha..then ytd was my last day of work..it was a sudden one but who cares.i get to wake up later.and can go out.haha.i forgot to post my vaio chio photos..i try to do it asap.sorry..later going to bugis to get the protector thing for my laptop.i want go shopping.i hope my aunty tmr can take leave then we can go buy things together.i need to buy a bag and other things..blog again soon.sorry for the lack of updates.was too lazy to do so.hahah.BYE.

1234

2009-03-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love youYou make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

2009-03-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

Past few days did not update cos i was either sick or tired..went to IT fair today and i bought my SONY VAIO LAPTOP..so nice.its red..then i saw liang fu, cassandra, kate and a few more others and most of all i saw my cousin working there for compaq.he was shock to see us there.hahah.and the model i bought was TOTALLY out of stock..hahha.seee.its so popular.all colours sold out.luckily i went earlier cos mine was the last 7 stocks left for RED..hhaha.i am so happy today..i never expect to get such a nice laptop.post the pics later cos i going to eat dinner now..

2009-03-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

These few days did not have the chance to blog and was tired so slept early..and my phone is not with me so i cannot even post any pictures..but i think friday or thurs night i can post it and blog about it too..so going to MIA for 2 days..hahaha.bye

bastard indian

2009-03-05T17:09:00.003+08:00

todaywasabaddaytostartwith.coskristycalledmeinthemorningthenaskmethisandthat.nvm.another
twoweeksmorewhichis9moredaystogo.yes..shewillnotbearoundandiwillbeleaving.thatsgreat.

Ytd there was this blood bastard that called me for no good reason and not just once.TWICE.
then when he called the first time i missed call cos i did not hear the phone ring.then i called back then he come tell me i call wrong number then i put down la.then after not long then he called back come tell me some shit things.then i saw wrong number then he say "wrong number?".i dun give bloody shit about it then i just kap his bloody call.asshole.

Practice makes Perfect.

2009-03-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

today went for piano lesson.it was the best lesson i ever had..cos i learn a new piece by Richard Clayderman.i want to master this piece well..but what i hate most is theory..i need to chiong theory this year cos i taking the exam that is around oct.practice makes perfect.

happy bday NP

2009-03-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY _____ ___

Today was a shocking day cos i heard of so many people die in one day and my office glass door crack and shattered..omg.it was scary.somehow i dun quite like marpherson ITE.i also dun know why maybe its because i saw what happen today thats why.hahah..

somehow i think we have drifted,
i dun seems to care much about you,
but i always want to keep a look out of you,
i just think that we do not suit.

pissed

2009-03-01T13:14:00.003+08:00

Past few days did not blog cos i was pissed.only some knew why.but forget about it..
i saw someone ytd at tpy.he looks like someone and he stayed on the 18 floor of my grandparents block..my mum saw him then said he looks quite good-looking but i did not really see clearly how he looked like..but i touched his hand.or to be exact, he acci touch my hand cos he wanted to press the button 18 and my grand parents stay at 17 so its just next to each other..i do know why this few days i like to hear VAN's songs.maybe its soothing and all sad songs?hahahha.

2009-02-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

男人不该让女人流泪

piano exam

2009-02-26T16:57:00.003+08:00

today was screwed and super screwed.and i think the examiner heard me said shit cos i just could not think of a composer from baroque period.my mind was just blank.hope he gives me a chance..but i think i did better than the previous round cos i managed to see my first two marks.one was 22 then other was 20 or what.which i did make some improvement..hope i can pass this.i will pray hard for this to happen..and i just simply love toasted bread with cheese.on my way home i shall ***** but i will not name this person.after this exam year end i still have my theory exam..time really passes fast.

2009-02-26T12:14:00.002+08:00

i am left with only two hours to my exam..its screwing me up.somehow i am feeling nervous and scared..i scared later i see the examiner i will say wrong things or start talking to myself.haha.hope its a kind examiner then i can do well..shall blog again when i come back.wish me luck.

2009-02-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

So long never post in the night le(wait.should be morning cos its now 12AM)..this will be my first time this year?not sure..today is the day!!having exam at 2.30 later..stress.but i hope i can enjoy the exam procedure cos in my 8 years taking exams for piano i have never left so relax before..just hope thats a good sign.hahha.just hope everything will go on smoothly.

FYI.its supposed to show 12am and not 11.55pm.screw blogger.

ihopethatthisisthebestdecisionyoumade.
idonotwishittohappenanymore.
take care<3
hopetotalktoyousoon

Singapore Zoo 2008

2009-02-25T19:25:00.004+08:00

These were taken went i went S Z last year forgot to pose the pics so now its here!!

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RAINBOW

2009-02-25T19:14:00.003+08:00

I SAW RAINBOW JUST 10MINS AGO AND ITS NOW GONE..SO FAST.BUT I MANAGED TO TAKE A PIC OF IT..

sorry if its not clear.

越爱越难过

2009-02-25T14:40:00.003+08:00

越爱越难过
说说你为什么为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由
但你却拖拖拖拖到什么时候
但你还拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do

然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来做

Piano is the best

2009-02-25T14:18:00.003+08:00

I must now try my best to keep this blog alive if not it will be like the previous blog like that so dead..so every day i will at post one time.haha.today take leave from work to stay home and practice piano cos TMR exam already.somehow this time i am not very nervous but i hope can do well and get a merit, although is quite to tough to get that high but i did it before last time when i was having my grade 4 or 5..hope this year and i can take my grade 7 theory by the end of this year.i have so many things to do this year(iwillnotnameit).i really need to find some time to upload all the pics..cos its jamming up my old phone memory although it has 8gb in it.i think i have like a few hundreds to upload maybe i upload in photobucket as album to view better but i will still post some nicer ones.got to go practice piano now.bye.

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MY FIRST POST

2009-02-24T17:26:00.001+08:00

EDITED

i decided to keep my old blog cos maybe sometimes looking back at the past posts can allow me to see things better.